Jack Tweed has revealed that he wept following a fling with a glamour model - just a few months after the death of his wife Jady Goody in March.
The 22-year-old said he was torn with guilt and bitterly regretted the night he spent with Lisa O'Connor after a night of heavy partying.
"No offence to her, but it's the circumstances. I shouldn't have done it," he told a British magazine.
Jack gained the nation's sympathy after nursing Big Brother star Jade through her battle with cancer.
But this week he said he feared the disapproval of her friends, especially those who were bridesmaids at their wedding, and his mum. "I think she'll give me a lecture"
Though he has been seen in the company of a number of attractive girls recently, the Essex lad says he's not yet ready for a relationship.
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