Martine McCutcheon thanks fans and says she is 'on top' of depression
"I would pray to God I wouldn't wake up," said Martine. "I would just say, 'Please, whatever this is, it is making me feel so bad, just let it kill me.'
"I've had the worst seven years ever. It's just been one thing after another. I have not been in a nice place in my head, financially nor with my career."